Together I realized that he was a wild horse, free to play and drink. In the first month, he left me alone in his rented house to go out until the Jesus Died For Me What An Idiot I Would Not Die For Him Meme Sweatshirt  morning, it was normal to go to 1, 2 am.
Regretfully choosing the wrong husband
9 years ago, I am a girl with a decent career in a joint venture company in Ho Chi Minh City, pretty, with a kind family, obedient, and many jesus died for me what an idiot i would not die for him Sweatshirt  people notice. Probably fateful, I met and loved him-my husband now.
He has a good appearance, is a high school teacher, has a poor family, has nothing, not only that, but also brings with him a past that makes him famous. In the past, he fell in love with a girl without a job, they Mens Never Underestimate An Old Man With A Guitar T-Shirt slept together and she was pregnant, the girl’s family sued him, forced to marry. In the end, the two did not get married, he had to move to another place to avoid her family’s curse (I heard that).

That day I love him passionately, never fret about the past. When he loved me, he Mens Pastor Warning Sermon Funny Christian Preacher Minister Gift T-Shirt  promised enough that he would never let me cry, be sad, sleep alone, and be a husband worthy of my love and sacrifice. I have believed all, and hope more than that because everyone told him to be gentle. We were married, how happy I was, not long after I gradually received the “happiness” that he brought.

After we got married, we rented a house because if we stayed at home, we wouldn’t be quiet with the other’s. Together I realized that he was a wild horse, free to play and drink. In the first month, he left me alone in his rented house to go out until the morning, it was Just The Tip I Promise Unicorn hot Shirt, normal to go to 1, 2 in the morning, even going through the night without saying anything to his wife became more frequent. My parents-in-law also thought it was normal to go like that, so I barely heard my grandparents scold him once for it.

I did not know what to do but cry, if I had not had a child, I cried alone. One of them hugged a crying child, and when there were two children, there was tears in my eyes. I gave birth both times, never once did he not make me cry even after a few days of birth. Crying a lot, crying so hard, now my eyes are always red, looking Keep Trying I Can Do This All Day Baseball Vintage 2020 Shirt like I don’t have a soul. Even when I cried, my mother-in-law lay beside me, didn’t scold my son, neither did his aunts and uncles, they always thought their children and grandchildren were good, men would be right and women had to be good. I cry to free myself from the feeling of “pain”, the more painful the crying.

In general, from the outside in, my family is a dream of many people, everyone says they are good-looking, both civil servants’ salaries with tutoring money are enough to spend. I managed and borrowed so I bought some land to build a small house to live in. Normally, he also loves his wife and children, only the big things in my family are always the one who has to think first and urge him to work, having friends call him to leave regardless of time, forget it all.

When he was gone, the teachers taught “soft and tight”, when he was gone, all the reasons were useless, he spoke lightly he could not listen, he spoke hard, he did not listen to the phone. teaching, if he went Kids Race Driver Rc Racing Cars Birthday Shirt 8 Years Old Gift Premium new Shirt,out with his friends he would take a break. Parents, sisters, brothers asked me to borrow money or something just told him. There are many more things I went through in 6 years that I could not tell it all.

If only that, I can still stand it, then there is one thing that makes me feel more pain, I can’t bear it, no less than 3 times I have seen the message of my ex-girlfriend, it seems they are still in touch, meeting Kids This Kid Loves Puerto Rico Flag Tshirt For Puerto Rican Kids hot Shirt remove. I asked him to deny, saying she purposely broke him, nothing happened. I let it go, dare not tell anyone about this, how much burdens I have in mind. I took care of the child by myself since the two of them were less than months old, my grandparents never came to visit them or call me.

Many times thinking of breaking up, looking at the two children I did not dare, felt that I could not bear the other mess in my mind.
If I died without any influence, I would not have been in this world today. I am bored, painful, and regretful about my wrong choice. Now, what do I have to do to have a happy life, no longer have to cry, I am afraid of tears because it makes my eyes unbearably burning.

Please give me advice, share with me how to get rid of this feeling. Surely many people will wonder what I am, I find myself hot-tempered, straightforward, faithful, loves my children very much, behaves normally, is obedient to my husband’s family and everyone. Sincerely thank,